GRRRRRR!! TTC Sucks big time.?

I know what you mean I have been ttc since 2001 i have been with my common law for over 9 years and i am trying again this month i had a mc in november 2007 @ 10 weeks and decided to try again. I have 3 young sister in laws and very young cousin's that have 3 or more kids now we have been together watching these kids grow up and they beat us 3x over i didn't know i had pcos until 2005 it toke the doctor that long i finally got pregnant on clomid when i mc. I felt like a failure to as a woman but you have to understand god has other plans and when the time is right you'll get yours i am actually glad i didn't have kids at a young age i wouldn't have raised them right now i am ready at 26 yrs old just hang in there there's a baby chosen for you like me but everything has to be prepared with you first hope you find what ur looking for bye